hehe...wow, I get bored to easily and write in this too often without submitting anything, Im such a dork. So, today, in 3rd period, Chris showed up, hes visiting from college. I havent seen the boy in a year, it was such a surprise. He looked so different, so hot...what was I thinking breaking up with him? So, yeah, we might hang out sometime this week. And then, at lunch, I sat in an ant pile and was lunch for an army of them. Grrf, it was terrible...and then when I came home, I went to the park, and on my way home from the park, I wanted to go a different way and got lost...

God it was a werid day...

Awww, dont ya just love those tear-jerking holiday commercials? lol...

I gotta drift away now...

Pocs
Heather

Mmmm, , I just saw THE hottest movie in the world... Keanu (sp?) Reeves, and ::melt:: Patrick Swazee as SURFERS ...Awesome bods, long, wet hair, ooohhh, hot hot hot... but Swazee dies in the end Anyways, its called Point Break. Great movie.

I also saw another movie today with my mom, a really old one called An Affair to Remember...it was really sad.

Lol, I was on the phone with Loren today (what else is new?) and she talked for like an hour about how gross body hair is. What a strange child.

EVERYTHING IN ITS RIGHT PLACE...Radiohead

Eeerrrf, tired, I think Im going to bed...oooh, a 2 day week ahead of me, that should be nice.

Well, Im off to see the wizard. Take care. Sweet dreams, and of course, POCS,

Heather

Ive been reading White Oleander...OMG, saddest book in the world. I just bawled my eyes out for like an hour cuz of that damn book.

So, anyways, I went to Chandlers last night. I saw Billy too...his was with a bunch of his new friends, and they were worried about getting caught by the cops for something or another. Oh well, hes a loser anyways. Lexi says the decline of the visual art department at the center started with him. I agree. So, at Chandlers, I tried burning Judas 0 but his computer doesnt like that CD...so I just made a couple of mixed CDs...some Doors, some Zepplin (Whole Lotta Love makes me orgasm), Aha, Cindy Lauper, Perfect Circle, some Hermans Hermits, Beach Boys, Eric Clapton, Billy Idol...ahh good stuff. I even managed to get some Pumpkins on there, but not Soot and Stars

Yeah, but I gotta go work on art. Assessments on the 2nd. And Lorens b-day is coming up, I need to finish her painting...some much art so little time.

POCS,
Heather

Im on the phone with Loren and shes making weird noises, she never likes to talk on-line, cuz shes not a computer geek, she says.

Okay so Im off the phone now, but still successfully holdin up 3 IMs. Eeeerrrfff...

Sweet, our dinner is Cheesecake...

YEA! ZWANS FIRST SINGLE CAME OUT!!!!!!!!!! I called Ryan and he played it for me cuz he has it downloaded, AND they play it on his radio cuz he lives in Chicago...I think thats the only place theyre playin it for now...grrf, and its on my computer, but my speakers chose THIS WEEK NOT TO WORK! Damn my speakers!

But YEA!!! that means theyre going on tour soon, and Ill FINALLY GET TO SEE BILLY!!!! So exciting. Great stuff.

So, Im going to Chandlers tonight, to watch A Beautiful Mind...I really want to see it. I might actually get to burn Aarons Judas 0 CD...finally.

Well, anyways, I cant be on forever so Ill be goin. As soon as I start writing more poetry Ill post it, and when I can figure out how to get up art I will.

Well, POCS,
Heather

(If you havent read it, read White Oleander...awesome book.)

And life goes on...

I talked to Loren for like a million bajillion hours today...all day.... I know the person I want to love me, and I dont need to wait, or want so terribly bad because they already do, and I am extremely lucky for that...abscence of depression, I can breathe...

Of course, I hope Nick didnt try to call me because being the ghetto ass I am, I dont have call waiting, so, he wouldve gotten the busy signal all day. Loren wanted me to go over to her house today, but I didnt. Ive been doing things every weekend, and its kinda nice to have days to myself....besides, its been since forever that we've talked that long on the phone, and theres something about phone conversations that is completely different than face to face convos, and I dont know what it is, but its kinda cool.

2 hours of it went all to the discussion of Anarchy and how it could never work, but its a very beautiful belief. Society is just not ready for it, she says...maybe if the world were of a smaller population...I personally am kinda stuck...now that I know about anarchists, what they stand for, and now that I understand what they oppose, it kinda makes me really respect them, and....but there are so many glitches...::sigh:: nothings perfect. I just dont know what to believe.

But I do believe in the Pumpkins...at least I have one solid faith, and that one will never waver...I will always have that. And love, I guess...Im not sure...Im but 16 and still dumb...

Well, I have nothing more to say, so,
POCS
(Peace out cub scout)